I threw away my list. I’ve realized love isn’t two perfect people starting a perfect life. It is two people willing to grow and change together. You don’t need to have it all together to be accepted by Jesus. Likewise you don’t have to have it all together to…
confession
I know i haven’t been updating this thing for a very long time.. That’s because the only time when i do is when Im feeling extra moody… And you can say today is one if it. Honestly I’ve been ok, if you’re wondering. Which i doubt you are. You see.. Im at the crossroads here.. And people usually think i might get it right some how. And they think i some kinda holy and Godly person. Its not that i am saying Im completely a slut or anything… But even i fall sometimes. And don’t get me wrong.. I do ponder upon Gods word. But there are some things.. I still feel ashamed to tell people. You see.. I may sing worship songs and give cliche advices.. But I’ve got things in my life that Im sick of having. That is having trichotillomania. This is just one of it. I hope Im not alone. But i hate it. Its ruining my life. Don’t ask me how. I just want to be healed. And have i too many times asked the same thing from God. This year is the year of faith. And the one thing that i ask from whoever is reading this..wait for it… Yes. You’ve got it. I want you to pray for me. For this healing to take place. If that’s so hard for you then maybe a word of encouragement. Because i don’t want this to eat me. It needs to stop.
I saw “hey you, yeah you, the one with the face, yeah, shoot me right now.” on your facebook, someone commented saying she heard what’s wrong. What I’d like to know is.. What’s wrong ?
Well, there’s this video me and my friend made. Its an election board promotion of the student council… Alot alot and alot of efforts had been given to make this video awesome. But just few hours ago the computer crashed and it could not be restarted. And it wasn’t backed up and its gonna be shown tomorrow. I freaked out. Everybody did. I prayed i cried and i transformed into a five year old. Throwing tantrums. And at 11pm, the comp got restarted and the video got quickly saved into a pendrive. The comp after that crashed again and could not even be turned on. First ordinary miracle of this year :)



